Late Leaflet from my Diary: AKTU SemEx Review

7 Dec '16

16:36

Don't think that I am going to sleep now that's why leaving a page for you all. Neither I am trying to because its my exam tomorrow but I don't feel like to study anymore. Enough rote I did. Headphones playing Puth's We don't talk anymore as if its not been able to write this piece without listening.

I wanted to write about it from yesterday. AKTU, a premier university established in 2000 in UP from where I am pursuing my Major in CS has changed some rules and regulations about exam conduction. But is that makes a university different, ofcourse not, if you Google it even you may feel graceful by reading its reviews.

But let's be honest and see how exams are being conducted that has started from 6 December. So was inside the new centre, first exam so I was too early and reached one hour before. And the graveyard was like ready for me. Gates opened a quarter hour earlier, few candidates entered but I was not among them, I was waiting for my drycleaned blazer before I enter their premises (You know if you look better, you look positive that's why you do better, but I was foolish, you'll see). Finally came by blazer fuming with detergent. A few later minutes I heard the gate keeper inviting us to enter the premises. Without listening to anyone, I entered in and nobody was with me as with institute was isolated (and yes I love it). So entered with another gate where I didn't find any Darbaari standing and waiting for me to prove my identity. So when I entered in it, I observed some candidates returning as they disliked the centre or were not ready to come in. Without any reason and time I entered finally and asked the Darbaaris who were standing on the first gate to check me out but I was a bit odd from childhood, that's why chosen the other gate and now asking from them where my classroom is? Respectful they were really that they told me where I have to sit, without even a question (maybe blazer effect as i had told). So far I have come, far have to go.

o now turned to underground to find classroom. Got the class but that wadi thk fused, no I think all classes were. So I started to wait outside by this time. Teachers coming in couples and I am just sitting, observing the walls, posters sticked around proving how better the institute is from yours. Later waiting and after waiting so long I returned to class, showed by identity and reached my table. There again waited till clock reached 2:00PM. Exam started but I was reclaimed while attempting the paper to any of the questions. So I thought to freshen my mind. It was 3:00PM now and when I wanted an exclusion from class she asked me wait some more. Now why shall I wait more, by doing so you're harming my rights, whatif I am not an activist to treat them better lately. So five minutes passed, and I now I dared to ask her again, but still I was staring into her eyes to let me go, I am not happy over her decision. Yet she was ignoring me. So till now in the scene there were two lady invigilators and one of them in specs was looking unhappy over me and I was desperate over her. Another candidate overturned and paved his way to the outwards with all due her permission. I went blind with her jurisdiction. While he returned few others also went outside giving me strength everytiime to stand up and say madam I have to go. While I turned up, I stepped down the hills of the classroom, while madam proclaiming go back simon, go back !! I thought wow, that was all good and now went back and glued to my seat deciding now will not stand and remain fixed till 5:00PM. Madam went off the class too, realising me she was really upset with me. Amidst all the sequence of events I was trying to compensate the time to deliver my exam. Later when she returned, I didn't noticed but this time pointed out to me, and called upon. Kudos!!! She called me herself finally.

But what was not accepting is that after leaving the room she was before me to follow. Oh, that was against privacy, is she coming with me to toilet even? How ackward!! My steps trembled for a while and I waited her to reach with me but she never accepted my decision. Gone upstairs and was looking back for her and yes she was yet on her trail. I moved to the gallery which leads to the convenience but she stopped outside there and was invisible when I turned behind. I took my time as was under pressure, came out of gallery and on left she was waiting for me. Seeing me she stood up, and tried to catch me but never was able too. So all this experience was really awkwards for her.

Next day the invigilator was a young man, and when he followed me he was walking with me giving me a chance to ask how he feels over this? He said it gives also a chance to roam around out of room, so he liked it. On asking the awkwardness for woman they will feel he said everyone wants to get over this protocol but they have to do it.

So what type of rule is this. Even a teacher cannot decide what s/he was really doing inside toilet and of course we are not going to open our "farre" in the live corridors. So all this decision is bullshit, nothing else. A fake thing to show how well build examination rules AKTU have laid upon. It marks with humiliation of invigilators, their misuse of time and awkward feeling they contribute to the whole class.